Let's clear this up!

Ok, some people on the web seem to take things a little too seriously! All this U-Boat stuff, be it here or on another humorous site, is purely for entertainment purposes and for letting off a little steam!

I think that those who have been victimized by U-Boat are entitled to a little humor after all the stress and annoyance she has caused. And pardon me, but I find her stupidity hilarious! Yes, she is a great source of entertainment, just like George Bush was! You pick out the stupid remarks and actions and play on them humorously!

Some have gone as far as saying that these type of blogs and other things like twitterings are offensive to the mentally ill. Ok, seriously?? I am in no way mocking a serious issue such as mental illness. And you can say I am all you want, but I doubt that the ones saying this even have any first hand personal knowledge of what a mental illness really is. What hell it can be, and what the term really means.

I will now come out and say to you all, yes! I have a mental illness! I am not afraid to admit it. Ignoring it is what makes it worse!

I have been suffering with massive depression, panic attacks, and so on for years. To the point that I wanted to end my life a long while back. I spent over 3 months bed ridden, not being able to do anything. I missed out on 3 moths of my precious daughters life!

Every day was hell and terrifying. I was in and out of the hospital countless times because I thought I was dying! It is a scary thing to not be in control of yourself fighting something you can't see, but only feel. Having people around you saying it's not real, and that you are "imagining" it etc... It is a constant struggle every day to overcome the fear and try to cope.

But I have addressed my illness, and tackled it head on! I have had years of therapy, take medication and more to gain control of myself. To become who I used to be before this hell took over my life.

I have come to accept that I have a mental illness. It is not something I will ever be ashamed of, because it is a part of who I am now. I have more good days than bad, and I enjoy every day to it's fullest!

I never know when I'll have an attack, but if I do I am now more equipped to deal with them, and I don't fight them now. I accept them as momentary interruptions in my life. I still have a long way to go to be 100% back to who I once was, but maybe this is who I am meant to be now? Only time will tell.

So to those thinking this site is here to mock the mental ill, please go do your political correctness policing somewhere else. I already know what it is all about, and if anyone fully gets what mental illness is, it is me!

U-Boat needs help, yes I think we can all agree on that! But anger, hate, and revenge is NOT a mental illness. That is her vengeful and hateful personality. She is consumed by hate and the goal of ruining others lives because she feels inadequate. She needs a psychologist to address these issues with, but it is not a mental illness! If she indeed has one, then again, she needs to address it herself with the appropriate professionals. And I seriously hope that she does seek help! There is no weakness in admitting you have a problem. In fact it is probably the hardest and most terrifying thing to do. But doing it shows your strength as a person, and your desire to get better.

So that's my story, and that's why this site exists. Not to mock a mental illness, but to mock the stupidity of a woman who has gone too far in her personal vendetta against innocent artisans. See the difference now? Good!

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